Suzi_Avonside @Suzi_Avonside

Caerdydd, Cymru Offline

Wedi bod gwmpas am sbel... Ers 2010 yn achos OSG


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I think to remind ourselves of the nature of what we're all dealing with here we could do far worse than watch the film American History X, or maybe watch it for the first time. It is an excellent film, though hard to watch at times.
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Xpletive, is that you?
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if u really are interested in who i am
The names i use to go by are.
Amber.NL
Amber.Tanaka
Kohaku.Grid

my old grid domain was
KohakuGrid24.ru

old GridName
KohakuGrid24

and to clarify your question. no i have never used the name Xpletive.
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I have no interest in you, or in your former grid. However, your opinions are reprehensible.
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then dont ask me to verify who i am by popping a retarded question like that dumb bitch >.<
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I didn't ask you to verify who you are. Any misunderstanding is yours.
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u did try to link my behavior to the name Xpletive.
and i am letting u know that i am a different person.
(i am giving u an answer on your question but it seems the answer doesn't sit well with what u want the answer to be. )
however i guess that's your problem tough.
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At least the same mindset as him...
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It would seem so, yes.
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Says the person who now works for the fascist GlennXpletive at his beach. I don't always agree with Cyber, but in this he is correct to assert his identity, and I will support him and others in this.
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@Suzi_Avonside Did I say anything against @Cyberglo that the majority here appreciates ?
Try to find a word that I could have said against someone when he did nothing to me?
You seem to be the very example of what I was saying, people who can't help but say bad things when it has no importance here....

I really like what Cyberglo does and have often said so! I liked this post too, because I support all those who feel attacked.
Here and in real life I have nothing against gays, lgbtxyz+-*/, blacks, blues or shepherds even German one!! (on the contrary I love German shepherds and all animals)
Even If I dont always like the way he says his opinions (and I don't always understand it or read it. Once again, I'm French and I don't master all the subtleties of English. So try to speak to me in French before giving your opinion on what I write!) I will always be with Glenn, he is one of the few that supported me after some dramas when I was about to leave all this shark bag !
@Dorena Verne you know I like you too and I'm sad you were hurted and that's exactly what I mean, no one has to hurt anyone here, we are neither very many, nor surely, so different from each other!
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By supporting Xpletive you condone his behaviour. We are known by those whose company we keep. But of course, it's your prerogative.
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We all indulge in behaviours at times which others may find objectionable. Even so continuing to support another is not the same as condoning their behaviour. If we each held on to that, we would all be hating everyone.
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Another one who just does not get it. Xpletive is a fascist. I wish there were other words I could use, but there are not. Are you telling me that you support fascism? I doubt that you do, so I suggest thinking on it. What you're suggesting is that a blind eye should be cast... Fascism goes way beyond objectionable, it is an affront to humanity.

I am not normally given to hatred, I'm tolerant and understanding, but toleration of evil is a crime. Were Xpletive a child, of course I'd condone attempts to steer them away, but clearly they are not, but have made a conscious choice. They are completely and utterly culpable

All it takes for evil to triumph is that good people do nothing.
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What I do understand is that people who are dogmatic have the precursor to being a tyrant or fascist and from that perspective, there are many who have the potential to become fascists if they don't learn to be a little less dogmatic
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Whilst I strongly disagree that dogmatism in this context is any kind of precursor to becoming a tyrant or fascist, I concur with the idea that the true evil of fascism is that ultimately we have to use the methods of fascism to combat it. It does not allow for any other approach. Of course, should someone who is a fascist recant and change their ways, all power and respect to them.

However, the best way of avoiding the need to denounce fascism or fascists is for societies and groups to do that work by default so that fascist voices are always challenged.

Again, I fond myself quite flabbergasted that you fail to grasp the gravity of this issue.

"First they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out—because I was not a socialist.

Then they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak out—because I was not a trade unionist.

Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—because I was not a Jew.

Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me."

—Martin Niemöller
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I agree with you 100%. Unfortunately nobody really wants to hear that. It's better to look away and keep your mouth shut.
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They will hear it a thousand times! I will never remain silent, as that would mean abandoning the habits of a lifetime. I have campaigned against fascists all my adult life in RL, and though I cannot do it so well there now, I can do it in places like this! Fascism needs to be challenged wherever it manifests.
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I don't understand the contradiction either, but I'll give up trying.
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Easy contradiction to see if one has children who are supported even though their behaviours are not.
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Great that there is this focus on Linux. I have Ubuntu MATE on most of my hardware. It's a pity that the more up to date corporate identity for Ubuntu wasn't used on the stand, as the one used went out of use well over a decade ago... https://design.ubuntu.com/
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I'm not sure about forgiveness, but I know I never hold grudges as life is simply too short.
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That's great when one can do that and I didn't think I held them either until I went through a life change and came to realize I was repressing and burying my grudges with large quantities of alcohol. When I had to stop drinking a lot were bubbling back up.
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This will date me, but in school in the late 60s I was subject to some bullying from one particular person. They just would not leave me alone, and it got to the point where I was at my wits end, so, unfortunately I punched them. They were more emotionally shocked than physically, and I ended up having to answer for my actions to the deputy head teacher, but the one thing positive that came from that incident is that I wasn't bullied ever again at that school.

Bullying always triggers something in me, and I will always take a stand against a bully, wherever they show themselves. I guess that's why in later life I became a labour union representative with a specialism in representing workers who were being bullied by their managers or employers. It's sadly all too common.
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Yeah, I did that and got accused of restricting someone's freedom of speech when all I was doing was deleting an irrelevant rant that was about as imaginative as it ever is... No prizes who it was *giggles*. That person was free to go and moan all about it somewhere else, thus no restriction in freedom of speech. We don't have to provide a platform, even if costs us nothing.
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I guess my approach is that of an old anti-fascist who has been involved in local campaigns to keep the far right fragmented in terms of their activities in RL. I'd say do whatever it takes to deal with your feelings, just be aware that this many headed hydra will reappear and it will have to be dealt with. The site isn't the issue, it's the lack of moderation, and yes, you have a very real point in that it could be moderated in a way that's favourable to the far right (and that is effectively where it stands anyway). And the 'problem child' is, as you say, only part of the problem, just as Trump isn't the real problem of Trumpism (he's far too stupid for a start) as anyone who has read Miles Taylor's Blowback will be aware.

Getting on with our lives, both in reality and in virtual is vitally important, and whilst I am aware that some see virtual worlds as an escape, ( and nothing wrong in that) I tend to regard them as a microcosm of the real world.
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I understand where you're coming from perfectly Jaimie, but for me leaving this site would mean acknowledging that toxic person behind the attacks has won, and I'm not prepared to do that. It's not okay in RL, so why indeed should it be okay online? Indeed, I think the fight to eradicate this kind of hatred is even more crucial online simply because it's so often given the free pass it isn't in RL. One of the biggest problems is that social media won't act to stem the politics of hatred, and that's the main way in which it promotes itself as a result.
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I'm not sure that forgiveness is warranted given that the transgressions are very real, and despicable. I noted a conversation where there was mention of the terms and language used, that maybe the use of milder language may have been more appropriate to put across a point. However, that could only be the case were the opinions to be expressed were acceptable, which they were not. That individual is now going around crowing that they are the injured party when that is far from being the case. The viewpoints they were expressing are despicable and definitely cross the line into hate speech. There is no need to forgive, or even to feel that there is any kind of burden to be borne by you, you are not the guilty party. Certainly you should distance yourself from any responsibility in any of this. I certainly do not carry any guilt around with me, or feel that I have to make any atonement for the comments I have made. In comparison any comments we have made, even at their most extreme,, have been completely respectful of the culprit's humanity wheras theirs have besmirched the character and sought to dehumanise in the most disgusting manner. Forgiveness there can only be reasonable when that individual themselves proves themselves worthy of that forgiveness, something I doubt will ever come to pass.

It is sad when posts are deleted, and even sadder when people are driven from this site all down to the actions of one deplorable individual who some, even now, having seen the evidence of their eyes, still try to minimise and be apologists for the most awful behaviour.

We need to stand in solidarity, for I think we all know that we will be faced with a situation once again where the weak man will attack someone for having the audacity to question him, only I suggest that this time, instead of taking him on head on, (difficult when he's blocked people anyway) we offer support to the afflicted and then, make individual reports to the owner of the site, including screen shots of the offending texts.

I'm all for peacefulness here in OSW, but not at any price, and certainly not at the price of tolerating bigots.
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I agree with you. Some people may be annoyed that I haven't finally let the topic rest and quickly return to the friendly everyday life. I would love to, but too much is too much. And the fact that some people here simply delete their discussions is another slap in the face for me. My own comments, some of which are still full of hurt, are simply wiped away like dirt. Solidarity is important. Even more so when one of us is hurt in such a disgusting way, as has happened. This morning I was asked whether I believe in God and that you have to forgive yourself in order to be forgiven.
But the world isn't that simple.
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Let them be annoyed... Until and if they find themselves in a similar situation, and let's face it, Xpletive is indiscriminate and will turn on anyone who so much as dares to question him. If I was asked that question about whether I believed in an imaginary man in the sky my reply might be seen as quite rude. As for forgiveness, one has to be guilty of something in order to be forgiven, and you, and no one else commenting was guilty of anything, only the perpetrator of hate speech was guilty, and yet those people talking about forgiveness seem to regard his infractions as a nothing. I am disappointed in Hyacinth for deleting her posts and the comments that followed, but maybe she had her reasons. Those annoyed that you won't let the subject drop are to be dismissed, they are the ones who just want an easy life without having the sometimes difficult decision of taking sides. Life's not like that, and sometimes a stand has to be taken. You are right, the world isn't that simple.
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Your posts are not mean or vicious. As for poking the 🐻, eh. That 🐻 has been poking for the entire time I have been here... For years.
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Nah, Glenn is a complete prick. His knob might have fallen off, hence the impotent anger, but he's still an utter prick. Get your 'GlennXpletive is a dick' hoodies here!
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Not primitive at all, simply stating truths. What does it matter what sex someone is in RL? For all we know you could be a woman, or someone transitioning; it doesn't matter a jot. Glenn deserves all he gets: there is only one bigot here, and that's Glenn, he proves it over and over with his hate speech, which contrary to VickyJoanne's opinion below, is't problematic or difficult to define at all. It's simply any language that seeks to undermine, dehumanise or derogate someone else without sound justification, i.e. is a lie.

There are those, who, from a standpoint of false equivalence who will argue that calling out nazis, fascists, racists etc is unfair, as they have a right to their opinions too. As Thomas Mann said, "Tolerance becomes a crime when applied to evil" I don't know whether Glenn is a fascist, but I do know he is a Trump supporter an MAGA fruitcake. and along with Trump Glenn is the kind of person who enables fascism and the rise of the far right. I wonder what is Glenn's opinion of the Unite the RIght rally in Charlottesville in 2017? Maybe that would be unfair, as wouldn't want to tax the mans clearly confused thinking too much, as I'm pretty sure he'd be somewhat conflicted, especially over the 'Commie libtard nazi fasicst' counter-protestor who was brutally murdered.
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Nice one Xenon! Idiots like Xpletive must always be called out. The only way to deal with a bully is to stand up to them. I'm actually surprised at the amount of hatred he seems to have inside. He's clearly not in possession of a healthy mind.
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Nah, Glenn seems to suffer from a very extreme form of Tourette's Syndrome.
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A seriously disturbed individual who needs help.
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Great to see a detailed discussion of technical issues here, (makes a change from drama!) though I have to say that at present much of what is being discussed is a bit over my head. I want to get into creating in mesh, having been a prim builder for a long time (I still build with prims, but increasingly appreciate where mesh is superior) but most tutorials are really truly bad (boy some people can waffle!) confusing and offer no real support. Inworld classses ar an option, of course, but not always suitable due to timezone differences. At one time Aine Caoimhe's excellent 'Baby Steps' tutorials used to be available, but are now behind a restricted access on her Blogger page. I've not seen any other Opensim/SL specific tutorials anywhere, and what I particularly liked about Aine's tutorials is that they were written in an accessible way and were straightforward to follow, and started with the fundamentals, such as setting up the Blender interface so that it was better suited to Opensim creation. I remember discussing this with Aine, and discovering that we both were a bit 'old school' when it comes to instruction, and much preferred a long-hand written approach to (often very poorly made) video tutorials.

Would there be any chance of there being some basic, introductory tutorials here on OSW so that more of us could get into legitimate content creation, whether that's from scratch or adapting the huge amount of content that is liberally licenced.
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I agree the vast resources makes learning from step 1 a challenge. I know for me I have a very hard time with written instruction and following the steps, I get lost in "wording" sometimes. I started out using the YouTube videos, I would find one on what I would be currently working on such as a Ruffle, or a cupcake liner making those little zig zag folds. I would play the video just a few secs, stop it and try to do what was just shown. I continued this till I understood the steps of how. I must have had Blender on my Desktop for over two years before that. What also makes it a challenge is that you have to learn all the aspects, the modeling, texturing, rigging, and animating. What you learn is that Blender has lots of modifiers when enabled create the magic, even decimate cleaning up the model. Then you have multiple addons that work alongside blender to give more features. I love addons and use many different ones (that you also have to learn.) Make sure you have plenty of time too because it takes years and then you still have more learning to do. There has been basic blender classes but many don't focus on what each person needs to learn. I would love to help guide you any way that I can, it would benefit you the best is if we work on where you are at currently - a step at a time. I could give you tips as you progress. There are good videos you just have to search them out, and make sure you play them a few secs then stop and do what was just shown helps.
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Thanks for your kind offer Marianna, and I will probably get in touch with you about learning the basics. However, video tutorials leave me cold, I just cannot get on with them as I am very much a text focused person, either that or see and do, and I just can't get that from a video, usually made by a well meaning person who doesn't have the first clue who their audience is, but that goes for a lot of the written tutorials too. Of course, there are examples of near excellence, but they are few and far between.

However, for me it'd be great to be able to set up the Blender interface to reflect its usage for Opensim creation, in the way that Aine Caoimhe showed how to do as she says it makes things far less complicated.

For my part, I would, once I have become proficient, write step by step tutorials for all I have learned. I have written tutorials for setting up things in Linux, including running an instance of Opensim, as well as setting up the driver and other software needed to use my pen display on Linux that isn't officially supposed to work on Linux
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Yes, I have written a few howto articles about what interested me, in hopes that it would interest others. All the basic tutorials have already been written and are available at Blender. Learn the basics first at Blender, the GUI, Addons, Modifiers, get familiar with the dashboard and where to find things is important. As you learn then yes please do write an article for the rest of us, we are all still learning too. I use RhinoGold which is now MatrixGold, most of my Blender work is converting, rigging, I have several garment addons with neat libraries of assets, Blenderkit is another great library of assets. some texture work I am still learning to do that too. If we all share what we learn it will benefit all of us. I will write more articles in the future too.
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There are RP grids, but I suspect that most of them are private affairs that might not even be HG enabled. Second Life is horrendously expensive and there are some RP games that just don't work that well on a sim or two at the extortionate rates that Linden Labs charge. Anything in Second Life pales almost into insignificance when you can have a 2560x2560 var for your pirate or naval warfare RP running for at least full year for the cost of a month's tier for an SL sim if someone home hosts the server. I came across a few such communities when I first arrived in Opensim more than a decade ago, RP communities that had latched on to the fact that with a modicum of technical ability they could have so much more than they had in Second Life for a fraction of the cost.
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I think that anything related to the truth on this region is a mere coincidence, as there was certainly no intent to present the truth or even a truth.
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Anyone but an idiot would have seem the influence of Qanon all over the place with the ludicrous conspiracy theories being peddled. Engage your brain, do a little reading around on the internet (not the conspiracy sites themselves, unless you're a real masochist). You're of course free to believe what you want, but if you read the actual UN document referred to on the region where they claim that the UN and WHO are promoting paedophillia you'll soon see how it's all lies.
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We can agree to disagree without calling those who thinks differently than you an "idiot". Thanks for sharing your opinion.
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I speak as I find and to suggest that anyone who has swallowed the Qanon crap as thinking differently is stretching things somewhat. If those people actually thought instead of regurgitating utter nonsense then quite clearly all the dangerous Qanon conspiracy theories wouldn't have got anywhere. However, Qanon and various conspiracy theories seem to have gone down well with redneck MAGA Trump supporters and the far-right.
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Yeah, anyone believing the crap peddled on this region deserves all they get. I always thought that it was a somewhat tragic, yet poetic justice when I heard reports of so many Covid deniers succumbing, clearly an example of Darwinism in action, or maybe perhaps idiocy would be a little more apt a word.

I was particularly incensed by the claim that the UN and WHO are promoting paedophilia - there is literally no evidence to support this ludicrous and disgusting claim. I know, because I have read all the UN literature, and indeed, the document concerned isn't actually a document published by the UN anyway) and as it happens is only a guideline document anyway. In all cases that I have seen this ludicrous claim has been used to justify opposition to teaching children and young people information that could literally save their lives, or, at the very least, prevent them from becoming pregnant, acquiring STDs or being sexually abused. That any even moderately intelligent person could for a moment believe that whole education systems could teach children that it's okay to be abused is quite simply monstrous. There is a group in Wales where I live called Public Child Protection Wales who are peddling this crap, and they have lost at least one court case when they tried to prevent the compulsory teaching of sex education in schools in Wales. There is no parental opt out option, and all children are to be educated in an age appropriate manner. This education does not include anything that is detrimental in the way that PCPW and other of their ilk, this side, or the other side of the pond.

Perhaps the religous right wack jobs who are promoting this shit are worried that the world's education systems will educate children to recognise when they are being abused, whether that is sexually or psychologically.

And as far as there being some mysterious world order based on he WEF, conspirators should give their heads a wobble and actually look at the state of the world: they'd soon see that the world is nowhere near under the control of one mysterious body, and there are plenty of places where there is a large degree of friction and many, many others where countries live in mutual respect, doing their own thing, nd indeed, many of them broke away from bigger political entities in order to do just that. If anything, the notion of a world order controlled by anyone or any shady group rapidly seems totally bananas.

Paradoxically, it's people such as Trump who are those who would seek to dominate the world order, which given the propensity of these wack jobs who support him to believe in conspiracy theories, is quite ironic.

I think that until proved otherwise, this socialist, agnostic lesbian woman will remain on the side of the sane and treat all those who believe in the crap peddled on this region with the contempt it deserves. I have a brain, and quite simply my intelligence was insulted.
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"Yeah, anyone believing the crap peddled on this region deserves all they get" - what's the supposed to mean exactly? Don't both with a reply. It's obvious what side of the line in the sand you're standing on. Go bully someone else. Those of us who don't believe in Fauci and friends are not strangers into being bullied into silence. Go try to sensor and bully someone else who disagrees with you. AND YES many of US SUPPORT TRUMP! The world was much better with him at the helm ... NO WARS! A fact nobody can argue or deny. It was worth all the "hurt feelings".
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It's clear where I stand simply because i made it very clear. Did I mention censorship? As a matter of fact I believe that people should be able to speak their minds, and then be held accountable for what they say. As for bullying, surely your lot on the extreme right have the upper hand on that, denying women abortions and supporting that fascist demagogue Trump. It's particularly galling when I see women supporting a misogynist the calibre of Trump. Hopefully justice will prevail and the orange bastard will be banged up for a long time.

Let me make it crystal clear. I will always draw attention to things that i disagree with, things that seek to enslave people, such as the kind of crap on your region. I will expose those who distort and manipulate religion to peddle their warped ideologies, prey on the feeble-minded and gullible.
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But what an awful choice of beer though. I'm a strict Budweiser drinker, and I mean this stuff https://budweiserbudvar.com/uk/# and not the vastly inferior concoction of a similar name drunk by people not in the know!
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